This is what I fear (Lyric Video)

Tears keep streaming down my face
Ever since you kept the space
You said that we're not in the same place

Memories flashing through my mind
Back when you were my highschool guy
Never thought that one day you'd be mine

Every touch and every kiss
Indelibly written on my skin
Starting to lose all of their meanings
Holding my hands for the first time,
Writing our names on the sky
I didn't know that was a lie

I close my eyes
Hope to die
‘Cuz I still remember that December night, that December night
With all the christmas lights flashing in our eyes
Sparkling like a heaven night

"You'll always be my dear"
And you made it crystal clear but now
you're not being here
This is what I fear

Your words of insincerity
But I kept them like a legacy
Our memories of love are gone
And they echo like a heartbreak song

I held onto you for too long
Thinking you could right the wrong
And that holds me back, puts me in pain
(I can feel the pain)

Every touch and every kiss
Indelibly written on my skin
Starting to lose all of their meanings
(You were)
Touching my hair for the first time
Stealing my breath like a true crime
Our hearts were beating in a rhyme


I close my eyes
Hope to die
‘Cuz I still remember that December night, that December night
With all the christmas lights flashing in our eyes
Sparkling like a heaven night

"(Darling) You'll always be my dear"
And you made it crystal clear but now
You're not being here (with me)
Our love is like a guiding light
And it gets me through the night
Baby, please be here with me

Bridge:
Take me back to the time when you were
Holding me in your arms and you said:
"Everything's gonna be okay"
Now I’m all alone
Baby, could you pick up the phone?
You don't have to say any word to me


I close my eyes
Hope that I could die
When i think about our December night, our December night
With all the christmas lights flashing in our eyes
Sparkling like a heaven night

(You said) "You'll always be my dear"
And you made it crystal clear but now
You're not being here... with me
Our love is like a guiding light
And it gets me through the night
Baby, I could feel my fear
Please come back to me