It always starts like a tidal wave
A rush of blood, it's hard to explain
On nights like that I'm stuck on replay
It comes and goes but it never stays
A quote I've known since back when I was young
If I've heard it once I've let it fall
A quote I've known since back when I was young
If I've heard it once I've let it fall
And just bring me water
I wear my dissonance upon my sleeve
Try to replace it with a new one
With harmony
Can I redo my place in history?
It would be better than being me
So I'll begin as I mean to go on
Repressing memories and where they come from
It always starts reminding me of
The quiet cry of my heart
Of the boy I was
Now I don't need more sleep
I'll be fine like this
I'll get used to it
Yes, I've thought about drugs
And more selfish things
But in the end
Just bring me water
even more


if I could face you myself
I'd do everything I could to give you hell


But it won't change a single phot
In the mind of the restodo







I've been down
And I'm doing fine
Coming up top
Now I won't leave a piece of myself behind
Thought you'd get the whole thing
So don't burn me, just place me in the sea
And I'll be one with the water
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