I love the chaos at the start
And all the colliding voices telling me stop
I crave the places I'll forget
And sharing secrets while I'm out of my
head Why is it when I'm deep in a hole
That I dug myself Why is it when I'm losing control
Everything makes sense
And all of my feelings
Running away
from any logical reason And I find myself back at the bar with my
demons Sharing tequilas
Then I realize that I'm still in love
And I
realize I can't get enough
I'm turning my life upside down I'm turning my life
inside out
I'm missing my life I dread the calm after the storm
When the party's over And I'm craving for more
I hate the fact that I do this to myself Using up all the chemicals
Cause nothing else helps Why is it when I'm deep in a hole
That I dug myself Why is it when I'm losing control
Everything makes sense And all of my feelings
Running away from any logical reason And
I find myself back at the bar with my
demons Sharing tequilas
Then I realize that I'm still in love
And I realize I can't get enough
I'm turning my life upside down I'm turning my life
inside out
I'm turning my life
upside down I'm turning my life inside out
I'm missing my life I