I love the chaos at the start
And all the colliding voices telling me stop
I crave the places I'll forget
And sharing secrets while I'm out of my
head Why is it when I'm deep in a hole
That I dug myself Why is it when I'm losing control
Everything makes sense
And all of my feelings
Running away
from any logical reason And I find myself back at the bar with my
demons Sharing tequilas
Then I realize that I'm still in love
And I
realize I can't get enough
I'm turning my life
upside down I'm turning my life
inside out
I'm messing my life up I dread the calm after the storm
When the party's over And I'm craving for more
I hate the fact that I do this to myself Using up all the chemicals
Cause nothing else helps Why is it when I'm deep in a hole
That I dug myself Why is it when I'm losing control
Everything makes sense And all of my feelings Running away from
any logical reason And I find myself back at the bar with my
demons Sharing tequilas Then I realize that I'm still in love
And I realize I can't get enough I'm turning my life upside down
I'm turning my life
inside out I'm turning my life upside down
I'm turning my life inside out I'm messing my life up