Hallelujah, thank God I have a future Prayin' I don't waste it gettin' faded Cuz I'm smokin' p***y until I'm coughin' up tar Feel the surge, energy curve like a lumbar I don't act hard, I still read bad voice Trippin' out, lookin' at a bunch of Google Maps storms They got an app for that But me, I'm still trapped inside my head It kinda feel like it's a purgatory So black and white, but I got family who would murder for me Think I'm livin' paradise or would I have to worry bout' Dealin' with these demons for the pressure, find the perfect stale Makin' sure my mom and daddy still somewhat in love All these backfires of my experimental drugs And I experience a touch of my epiphany in color form Difference between love and warmth, for me I'm above the norm Give me anybody to all gladly chew his face off Them bad sauce rhymin' like it's summertime on asphalt Hot, haven't picked a major label, think I'm blackballed I still don't got the heart to pick my phone up when my dad calls Will he recognize his son when he hears my voice? I put this news against my life, I think I've hit a choice And I don't know what I'm runnin' from, but I'm runnin' still I conversate with acquaintances, but it's nothin' real I'm from a city that you hear and think a bunch of steel So a hundred mils wouldn't make me sign a ***in' deal Money kills, that's the truth, it's called the root of evil But I want that Rolls Royce that the homie Lennon drove So if you don't talk about some money, I'ma send you home Unconventional, special, but unprofessional Adolescent expression that's lettin' me meet these centerfolds As troubles fill my mind capacity, I let em' go If I was Johnny Depp and blow, I would let it snow That's just me all wildin' out and bein' extra though And if God was a human, it'd be yours truly Watchin' horror movies with some foreign groupies Thinkin' this decor suits me I do drugs, get more loopy I'm in tune to ancient jujitsu Spirituals, it's blissful Ugh, lookin' out as far as eyes can see I'm glad that me and this elevation could finally meet I think I'm JFK's final speech They try assassinatin' all of my beliefs So whisper to me for the peace of mind And he'd be high as some weed to grind on top of Jesus shrine Twenty thousand on my watch cause I needed time If y'all would leave me the *** alone, that'd be divine Can't decide if you like all the fame Three years ago to now, it's just not the same I'm lookin' out my window, action on the plane Yeah, don't you ever wanna hide away Beside the trap in the eyes of rain Won't give a *** about tomorrow if I die today I greet the devil with a smilin' face That God fell on me and resided in space As the times are wastin' I'm in the heavy earthin' with free masons My girl switchin' the locks, the keys keep changin' Dreamin' of places, my own personal creations If there's a party in heaven, I plan to leave wasted Retrace my steps way back to biblical times We all gon' end up meetin' at the finishin' line I'll be your man, I'll be your hero I'll be your son, I'll be your son does I'll be your children, I'll be your kids, I'll be your dad I'll be your son at home, and when you walk I'll be your dad, and when you lie down I'll be your grandson, I am the Lord, your God