I've been holding my stomach in for so long Don't even notice I'm doing it anymoreI work out hard seven days a week But I don't feel any differentlyI wonder if I'll ever change I don't think I can live this wayI wake up hating my body Scared that there's nothing that'll make it betterIf I'm not happy and skinnyI'm not happy and skinnyQuiet and pretty Do I even matter?Hey, being hungry when I go to sleep Biting my tongue so much it's gonna bleedI'm killing myself but I don't think it's helping at allTrying to be smallI keep myself collected no matter what they thinkI'm smile and show my teeth Walk over me and I take it so politelyCause I still care what they think And if they like meI used to smile and show my teeth Now I don't smile at anythingI wonder if I'll ever change I don't want to be this wayway I wake up hating my body scared that there's nothing that'll make it better if I'm not happyand skinny quiet and pretty do I even matter I've been hungry when I go to sleep biting mytongue so much it's gonna bleed I'm killing myself but I don't think it's helping at alltrying to be everything that makes me sad a therapist a punching bag wish I could eat andnot feel bad's where I'm gonna scream no one's ever listening and they don't care it's killingme as long as I can * sing that life is a dreamyoubut I wake up hating my body scared that there's nothing that'll make it better if I'm not happyand skinny quiet and pretty do I even matter I've been hungry when I go to sleep biting mytongue so much it's gonna bleed I'm killing myself but I don't think it's helping at allI'm killing myself and I don't think it's healthy at alltrying to be small