I've been holding my stomach in for so long Don't even notice I'm doing it anymore
I work out hard seven days a week But I don't feel any differently
I wonder if I'll ever change I don't think I can live this way
I wake up hating my body Scared that there's nothing
That'll make it better If I'm not happy and skinny
I wake up hating my body Scared that there's nothing

Quiet and pretty Do I even matter?
I ain't being hungry when I go to sleep Biting my tongue so much it's gonna bleed
I'm killing myself but I don't think it's helping at all
Trying to be small
Walk over me and I take it so politely Cause I still care what they think and if they like me
I used to smile and show my teeth Now I don't smile at anything
I wonder if I'll ever change
I don't wanna be this way I don't wanna be this way


I wake up hating my body Scared that there's nothing
That'll make it better If I'm not happy and skinny
Quiet and pretty Do I even matter?
I ain't being hungry when I go to sleep Biting my tongue so much it's gonna bleed
I'm killing myself But I don't think it's helping at all
But I don't think it's helping at all
Trying to be everything that makes me sad
A therapist, a punching bag
Wish I could eat and not feel bad
It's where I'm gonna scream
No one's ever listening
And they don't care, it's killing me
As long as I can sing that life is a dream
But I wake up hating my body
Scared that there's nothing that'll make it better
If I'm not happy and skinny
Quiet and pretty
Do I even matter?
I'm being hungry when I go to sleep
Biting my tongue so much it's gonna bleed
I'm killing myself but I don't think it's helping at all
I'm killing myself and I don't think it's healthy at all
Trying to be small