* it, I just wanna talk to youNo more holding backI'm feeling pretty good right nowYeah, cause everything I've ever wanted is within my reachBut I've gotta be impeccable whenever I speakI shouldn't act like I'm a shepherd a step ahead of the blind sheepBut better yetI should never let my pain or my anger define meLet me share a little something from pages that I readIf you're able to let go, you'll be able to find peaceIt's time that I dive deep into my IDAnd share it in a live feed over my IGSee, I had somebody asking me why I preachI'm just trying to help the people in the fight like meAnd I'm proud of all the hearts and the heights I've reachedIt was doubt from the start, but now that my life's sweetAll these clowns from my past wanna bite my peachThese wise guys even tried to occupy my seatAgain, I'm feeling pretty good right nowGuess I'm horrified at all the sights I seeI speak truth, so they try to disqualify my speechI wanna squash the rotten lies with the mic I squeezeAnd in five minutes, I can homicide five beatsIf rap's been modernized, repacked and modifiedI wonder what am I considered in modern timesI know I sound a little jaded, but bottom line isIf I wanna ask a question, I think you'll find that it's not a crimeI know better than to cater to my egoYeah, I know better than to let it winAnd ever since, I've been trying to shed its skinI've learned I can only be as great as the spaceThat my head is inAnd so I meditate, cause meditation's my medicineWhen I sit silently, the light in me is never ***And I'd be lying if I said I've been enlightenedBut while I'm being honest, I'm more conscious than I've ever beenA lot of work to do, and see I'm far from perfectBut at least I'm awake, leaping for faithAnd at least I'm not using weed to seek an escapeNow you could call me cliche, but it's easier each dayI'm trying to get used to loving life with a sober mindBut when I'm sober, you'll find I go into overdriveThat's when I've gotta go inside myselfAnd gotta close my eyesBe still and let emotions riseAnd most of the time I let the battle scars beat meMaybe cause I still self-sabotage weaklyOr cause I have a past that I feel deeplyI wonder if I'll ever let go of it completelySo if you haven't noticed, my head is hecticIt's really no surprise that I've always second-guessed itI don't think that life can be measured by a metricAnd so I'm grateful for the lessons that I've been blessed withThough you held me up, done bad ACTUALLYBut don't you think I should make that transition?When I look back, you add upBaby you're in my headWhen I don't see you, I stay awakeI know how it feelsI can make itYeah fast, I can make itThank you.