I'm full of love but I'm full of rage I'm full of rage but I'm full of lifeI'm full of love but I'm full of pain I'm full of pain but I'm full of lightI sit and wonder what it's gonna takeWhat's it gonna take for me to be alright?What's it gonna take for me to be the type of person that my people can believe in?Cause my demons seem to be beating me in the fireAnd see I can't keep upI'm trying to find the energy but can't be *On the path of destructionYou'll see the library rocked if you ever wanna charge me upBut I hate that about meAnd I hate that I'm like thatYeah I hate that I'm like thatI hate that I might snapAnd I hate where my life's at when I deviate from the right trackLosing grip I'm fallingLosing grip I'm failingBut I know I'll be alrightLosing grip I'm fallingLosing grip I'm failingBut I know I'll be alrightI'm full of dirt but I'm full of faithI'm full of faith but I'm full of hurtI'm full of hurt so I'm full of hateAnd I hate to admit it but I'm full of worseSee I never ask for permissionI'm the type to always ask for forgivenessAnd see I'm trying to remember that what other people think of me is none of my businessBut still I let it seep in my psycheAnd still I go weak with anxietyFeeling like a freak trying to sleep with a nightlyI might be a beast on the mic in your eyesBut in mine I don't see itI'm either different or one of a kind or just weirdI've got a lot of courage and I've got a lot of fearsI've sunk a lot of friendships that I commandeeredCause I had toWent from a graph crew to a rap crewBut they're not forgotten years and they're years that I valueBut you can't escape fate when it grabs you or has youAnd I'm just in amazement that I've been able to be patientAll of the days spent looking for the maze endSee I'm doubtful but never complacentKill that doubt, leave it dead in the basementIt's still so loud that the sound is flagrantDown for the count, I'm not proud to say thisBut * I'm afraid that I'll never amount to what my mum saidWhen she said I'm bound to be famousSo if it isn't expectationsThen it's death threats in the text left waitingIf it says red then I'm forced to face themThen I see red when I talk to SatanLately I've been scared of a confrontationI've been too anxious for conversationSo I stay home and I don't know what to doFeeling like I'm on probationFeeling like I don't belong with the congregationLosing grip I'm fallingLosing grip I'm failingBut I know I'll be alrightLosing grip I'm fallingLosing grip I'm failingBut I know I'll be alrightI'm full of grit but I'm full of joyI'm only full of joy when I'm full of pissI'm full of bliss and I'm full of hopeYeah I say I'm full of hope, really I'm just full of *Self-loathing you couldn't missAs I sit and reminisceOn the good looking chicks that I could've kissedIf I wasn't scared of rejectionLike I was destined to see the bullet hitWhy am I so scared to be judgedMisunderstood and compared to the mudHyper aware in a life of despairPrepared for the worst, I'm too rare to be loved I swearYou couldn't fit in my night caresAnd I wish I didn't but I careThat my mind isn't anything like theirsI guess this is life and I never defy fearLosing grip I'm fallingLosing grip I'm failingBut I know I'll be alrightLosing grip I'm fallingLosing grip I'm failingBut I know I'll be alright