Hold it in the river and your mouth is pouring out
Water takes the shape of all that it surrounds
Yeah, I know I've been trying so hard
Keeping time with all of the hours in your day
Hold it in there, wouldn't let you out among the crowd
Not like that, these streets will tear you down
How it is under my skin
How you are, pictures of all you'll ever be
Oh, I am not myself today
I am not feeling okay
Hold it in the river and your mouth is pouring out
Water takes the shape of all that it surrounds
Yeah, I know
I've been trying so hard
Keeping time with all of the sounds that you make
Hold it in there, calm at you from both sides of your mind
Sick and thin, these walls you'll always stand behind
Sick and tired
Oh, I bet you'll always be here
Expect for the world to change
But it don't
No, it ain't all you, and that's the thing
Oh, I am not myself today
Oh, I am not myself today


I am not feeling okay
Now, you show me hope amidst the heliquins in spring
Oh, I'm just a little uncertain about how my switch goes on today







And you told me life was learning how to be your friend
And you told me life was learning how to be your friend
And you told me life was learning how to be your friend
And you told me life was learning how to be your friend