Hold it in the river and your mouth is pouring out
Water takes the shape of all that it surrounds
Yeah, I know I've been trying so hard
Keeping time with all of the hours in your day
Hold it in there, wouldn't let you out among the crowd
Not like that, these streets will tear you down
How it is under my skin
How you are, pictures of all you'll ever be
Oh, I am not myself today
I am not feeling okay
Hold it in the river and your mouth is pouring out
Water takes the shape of all that it surrounds
Yeah, I know
I've been trying so hard
Keeping time with all of the sounds that you make
Hold it in there, calm at you from both sides of your mind
Sick and thin, these walls you'll always stand behind
Sick and tired
Oh, I bet you'll always be here
I hoped for the world to change
But it don't
No, it ain't all you, that's the thing
I am not myself today
I am not myself today
Oh, it ain't all you, that's the thing




I am not feeling okay
And you showed me hope amidst the heliquins in spring
And you told me life was learning how to be your friend
And you made me so close when you were only in my dreams
And you made me feel lonely for long
In your days when I'm sad, let my bookstore burn
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Thank you.
Thank you.