Yeah, real music Yeah, yo, you're getting that, you're getting that head space, you know, whoo Somebody get the body bags, work em' with the beats in em', nah Put the MCs in em', season em' Put em' on a beat when I'm eatin', I'm eatin' em' Get away from the table, you rappers ain't hungry enough You rappers ain't hungry like us They talk about me like I'm hair They talk about you like you wise, whoo That nurse came into my room, she told me I'm sick in the head I'm in hip-hop, hospital bed with a pad and a pen and a brace on my neck They told me that I'm never leavin', why? I am as ill as it gets Any rapper that say that they runnin' the game, I'mma come in next session and cut off their legs, whoo Strap a grenade to my head, pull out the pen, my music is mind-blowing Ain't nobody do it like I do it, you ain't never been on my level I got a problem with the way they keep on talkin' and actin' like everybody gonna get it Better sleep with your eyes open, you wanna know what I noticed Look around at my fan base and they ready, that last album was heavy That last album was gritty, how you wanna match that? Just let me do what I do best You're better off playin' Russian roulette than comin' in the booth with me Cause I get a little bit intense, I'm like, who's next? Y'all better watch it, take a look at where the clock is, it's my time This ladder of music, the icon, I took the machete, the game isn't ready Them rappers, they comin' up on me, I cut off the ladder and I told them bye-bye What, you lookin' for a high-five? Nice try! Do not believe everything that you read on the internet I do not know who your dentist is, but he should clean out your mouth Don't call me a seller, that's somethin' I never been I've been through hell in my life, though But I know what heaven is, Father, forgive me for I am a sinner But you gave me music as medicine, whoo! Ain't nobody wanna pile up when I get in my zone Better leave me beat, I'm a mean MC Better feed me rappers or feed me beats, ah! Feed me both of them They like, Nay, what's it like to be famous? Um, I'll let you know if I make it! Yeah, I wonder what life would be like if I didn't stick up my neck Two hundred dollars inside of my bank, I got, whoo! I was livin' on that, I need some money to pay for my rent I need some money to pay for my cash I'm not complainin', I'm just bein' honest I promise that I wanna beg for respect, no! Wow, I get so frustrated Take a look at what I created Time is wastin', I ain't waitin' I'm a doctor with no job, me, I don't have no patience I keep pacin', back and forth, I keep racin' You ain't never been to my book and I got a polymeter, why? Cause you actin' like you read my pages Wreck these stages, real talk, Billy, give me space Cause I am chasin' Somethin' they told me that I won't make it, ah! I'm not famous, I'm just nothing, whoo! And I wonder how the world gon' take this They might hate it, but you know anything about me You know that'll mean I'm changin' Cause you know I'm real with it Don't care if you're feelin' it, I'm feelin' it You don't like it, then deal with it And if God ain't real, real as it You still wonder why I existed I exist in a world that's real different And what you gon' be when you grow up, mate? I doubt they will get it My life is a mess, better watch your step When you step into some of this brain It's off limits, I'm off in a world you don't get Cause you ain't never been in it In ten minutes, I still couldn't explain What's inside my brain, don't mess with it I've invested a lot of me inside these lines I'm just protectin' them Everybody wanna hit a real version of life They don't get so sensitive When I say something a little bit raw I drop my thoughts and they call it negative You wanna know where my heart is? I stand out cause I wear my garbage I work my hardest And every time I look into the mirror I don't forget about where I started Oh! Tell me what am I doing? Tell me what am I doing? Tell me what am I, what am I doing? Mmm Tell me what am I doing? I said what am I doing? Tell me what am I doing? If I'm not being real Mmm