Hey Nate, how's life?I don't know, it's alrightI've been dealing with some things like every human beingAnd really didn't sleep much last nightI'm sorry, that's fineI just think I need a little me timeI just think I need a little free timeLittle break from the shows and the bus ridesLast year I had a breakdownThoughts telling me I'm lost getting too loudHad to see a therapist and I found outSomething funny's going on up in my houseYeah, started thinking maybe I should move outYou know, pack my car, take a new routeClean up my yard, get the noose outHang up my heart, let it air outI've been searching, what does that mean, Nate?I've been learning, grabbing my keepsakesLeaving my burdens, well, I brought a few with meI'm not perfect, looking at the view likeThis concerns me, picking up the cues rightI'm quite nervous, hating when I lose sightLife gets blurry and things might hurt meIt's probably gonna be a long journey, butIt's worth it though, cold world out thereKids, *** your coatsBeen a minute, I know, now I'm back to RomeLooking for the antidote to crack the coldPretty good that I admitted I'm in classic modeThe only pity given to me, but I can't condoneTalking down to me, I'ma have to crack your noseFor cracking jokes, I'm looking for the map to hopeThey're making a whole lot of changesWrote a song about that, you should play itI get scared when I walk on these stagesI look at the crowd and see so many facesYeah, that's when I start to get anxiousThat's when my thoughts can be dangerousThat's when I put on my makeup and drown in self-hatredForget what I'm saying andLet me goOh, ain't that something?Drums came in, you ain't see that comingHands on my head, can't tell me nothingGot a taste of the fame, it upon my stomachThrow it back up like I don't want itWipe my face, clean off my vomitOCD tryna push my buttonsI said don't touch it, now y'all done itI can be critical, never typicalIntermittent with every syllable, I'm a criminalIntimate but never political, pretty miserableEven if you hate it, I make you feel like you're anythingYou call me what you want it, but never call me forgettableLeave you deep inside, I can never swim in the kiddie poolWaited, I've been thinking the cinematic is beautiful, manI don't know if I'm making movies or music videosYeah, the sales can riseDoesn't mean much, though, when your health declinesSee, we've all got something that we trapped insideThat we try to suffocate, you know, hoping it diesTry to hold it underwater, but it always survivesAnd it comes up out of nowhere like an evil surpriseThen it hovers over you to tell you millions of liesYou don't relate to that, must not be as crazy as I amThe point I'm making is the mind is a powerful placeAnd what you feed it can affect you in a powerful wayIt's pretty cool, right? Yeah, but it's not always safeJust hang with me, this'll only take a moment, okay?Just think about it for a second, if you look at your faceEvery day when you get up and think you'll never be greatYou'll never be great, not because you're not, but the hateWill always find a way to cut you up and murder your faithI've been developing, take a look at the penitentsNothing to meddle with, I can never be delicateAm I even relevant? That depends how you measure itTake a measurement to back it up and give me the evidencePretty evident, dependable can never be tentativeI'm a gentleman, depending on if I think you're genuinePretty elegant, but not afraid to tell you to get a gripPapa etiquette, I keep it to myself when I celebrateIt's that time againBetter *** your balloons and invite your friendsSee, bounce back on, yeah, strap them inLook at me, everybody, I'm smiling bigOn the road right now that I can't predictTell me, tone that down, but I can't resistY'all know that sound, better raise your fistsThe search begins, I'm back, so enjoy the tripHuh?Subtitles by the Amara.org community