You helped me change a tire in the Citgo parking lotYou said we both could use a beerAnd I said, hell, why not?It started out as one nightTurned to six months just like thatHe never had a ring onSo I never thought to askThen last night I saw a message on his phoneIt said, hey, babe, what time you coming home?I never wanted to be that girlI never wanted to be that girlI never wanted to hate myselfI thought this kind of lonelyOnly happens to somebody elseAnd being the only oneWhen there's another oneGod, this feels like hellI thought I knew who I wasBut it's getting hard to tellI never wanted to be that girlI heard about those women who didn't have a clueThe ones who made excuses like my mama used to doAnd he jumps in the shower just as soon as he gets homeAnd I spend half an hour going through his phoneI never wanted to be that girlI never wanted to hate myselfI thought this kind of lonelyOnly happens to somebody elseAnd being the only oneWhen there's another oneGod, this feels like hellI thought I knew who I wasBut it's getting hard to tellI never wanted to be that girlOh, and I feel stupidI feel cheapAnd I feel usedI feel weakI never wanted to be that girlI never wanted to hate myselfI thought this kind of lonelyOnly happens to somebody elseAnd being the only oneWhen there's another oneGod, this feels like hellI thought I knew who I wasBut it's getting hard to tellI never wanted to be that girlI never wanted to be that girlI never wanted to be that girlI never wanted to be that girl