You helped me change a tire in the Citgo parking lot
You said we both could use a beer
And I said, hell, why not?
It started out as one night
Turned to six months just like that
He never had a ring on
So I never thought to ask
Then last night I saw a message on his phone
It said, hey, babe, what time you coming home?
I never wanted to be that girl
I never wanted to be that girl
I never wanted to hate myself
I thought this kind of lonely
Only happens to somebody else
And being the only one
When there's another one
God, this feels like hell
I thought I knew who I was
But it's getting hard to tell
I never wanted to be that girl
I heard about those women who didn't have a clue
The ones who made excuses like my mama used to do
And he jumps in the shower just as soon as he gets home
And I spend half an hour going through his phone
I never wanted to be that girl
I never wanted to hate myself
I thought this kind of lonely
Only happens to somebody else
And being the only one
When there's another one
God, this feels like hell
I thought I knew who I was
But it's getting hard to tell
I never wanted to be that girl
Oh, and I feel stupid
I feel cheap
And I feel used
I feel weak
I never wanted to be that girl
I never wanted to hate myself
I thought this kind of lonely
Only happens to somebody else
And being the only one
When there's another one
God, this feels like hell
I thought I knew who I was
But it's getting hard to tell
I never wanted to be that girl
I never wanted to be that girl
I never wanted to be that girl
Ashley McBride!
Miss Carter Pierce