I feel like I'm at a standstill
Waiting for you to tell me I'm okay
If time heals, tell me why do I kill
Myself, tryna show you I'm not a mistake
I've got qualities that I'm not proud of
I've made promises that I walked out on
I've had days I feel I don't deserve love
So think what you think,
just don't call me up
Mistake, might've made some,
can't argue with that
But I ain't one,
even I sometimes get afraid of
Having to face the wrath of an anxious me
I get it cause I actually feel the same sometimes I think
I might be a lost cause who turns off cause the way I read
Into what I've been through,
you think I'm mental
But it pays off though,
in a ring stool I pursue what I love
And if it goes south then falls down, just know
I stand on my own two feet,
don't you see?
Those that oppose on me,
most won't leave Thinking I might retreat,
show my teeth quick if you turn on me
Cause I feel like I'm at a standstill
Waiting for you to tell me I'm okay
If time heals, tell me why do I kill
Myself tryna show you I'm not a mistake
I've got qualities that I'm not proud of
I've made promises that I walked out on
I've had days I feel I don't deserve love
So think what you think,
just don't call me up
Just don't call me up Just don't call me up
Mistake, cause I'm not one Misplaced,
but I found a lot of resentment
Causes a mess when you let it get to the place of
No confidence, struggle with it, that's obvious But not enough to make me second guess
If I die for the ones I love
So don't you get confused
Thinking if you bring me down
I'ma just choose to let myself get used
I don't live like that,
I feel trapped I might lash out,
I gotta watch my back
Cross my path, especially with ill intent
You'll regret you ever took that task
If and when this thing could all go bad
Don't you act like no one warned you, yeah, cause
I feel like I'm at a standstill Waiting for you to tell me I'm okay
If time heals, tell me why do I kill Myself,
tryna show you I'm not a mistake
I've got qualities that I'm not proud of
I've made promises that I walk out on
I've had days I feel I don't deserve love So think what you think,
just don't call me up Mistake