All the times I have laid in your lie When your love kept me safe through the night All the time I was sure you were mine And before time demands our goodbye Can you sing me a last lullaby? It's been a while since I last dreamt Barely remember what it's like to dream Finding it hard to get to sleep, too stressed And there ain't anyone to sing a lullaby to me Pretend it doesn't get to me And I suffer in silence when I'm hurting A man's problems are his own and it's my burden Tossing and turning, trying to get to sleep But I find it hard to switch off when my mind's working I ponder on things I shouldn't bother with Off the rails, my train of thought's wandering Sick of pretending to be so happy All the while my anxiety's away at me My skin cruel, I look up to the sky and it folds The walls close in and it says, Ain't fool, the good in my life disappears In an instant, happiness is so distant So seem the ones who I love, the ones who love me But I don't wanna tell them how I feel In case they judge me, it's just me Wish I could let somebody in But I ain't ever been to the trusty All the times I have laid in your lie When your love kept me safe through the night All the time I was sure you were mine And before time demands my goodbye Can you sing me a last lullaby? Oh, yeah, yeah I barely had any sleep when I get up Sick of all of these nightmares and these night terrors Like it's only when I'm levelled that I sleep Bet I might sleep better when I get up I'm weak, it just makes my day harder I wonder if it would've been any different If I had a father that I knew Could it have helped shape the way that I grew? At a point, the things I never had went from being a reason For the things that I do to just being an excuse That I choose I've gotta take responsibility for the things that I do Find something other than negativity for my cue But I feed off even when I don't seem one But I hide everything that's going on inside Guess it's been a while since I've been honest I need help, but I deny and even lie to myself All the times I have played in your lies When your love kept me safe through the night All the time I was sure you were mine And before time demands my goodbye Can you sing me a last lullaby? I just wish someone had told me it would be okay Pessimism leads me to believe that it won't To see even a dimmer of hope in the darkness It's hard and depression is a slippery slope I don't wanna do what my dad did with a road dog So I carry on even though it's hard The only thing that's definite is death And things always change as long as you give them a chance All the times I have played in your lies When your love kept me safe through the night All the time I was sure you were mine And before time demands our goodbye Will you sing me a last lullaby?
