All the times I have laid in your light When your love kept me safe through the night All the times I was sure you were mine And before time demands our goodbye Can you sing me your last lullaby? It's been a while since I last dreamt Barely remember what it's like to dream Been finding it hard to get to sleep, too stressed And there ain't anyone to sing a lullaby to me Pretend she doesn't get to me And I suffer in silence when I'm hurting A man's problems are his own and it's my burden Tossing and turning, trying to get to sleep But I find it hard to switch off when my mind's working I ponder on things I shouldn't bother with Off the rails, my train of thoughts wandering Sick of pretending to be so happy All the while my anxiety's away at me, my skin cools I look up at the sky and it fools The walls closing and it's as if all the good in my life disappears in an instant Happiness is so distant, so seem the ones who I love The ones who love me But I don't wanna tell them how I feel in case they judge me It's just me Wish I could let somebody in but I ain't ever been too trusty All the times I have laid in your lie When your love kept me safe through the night All the times I was sure you were mine And before time demands our goodbye Can you sing me a last lullaby? I barely had any sleep when I get up Sick of all of these nightmares and these night terrors It's like it's only when I'm levered that I sleep better My sleep better when I get up I'm weak, it just makes my day harder I wonder if it would've been any different If I had a father that I knew Could it have helped shape the way that I grew? At a point the things I never had went from being a reason for the things that I do To just being an excuse that I'd use I've gotta take responsibility for the things I do Find something other than negativity for my view But I feed off even when I don't seem bothered I hide everything that's going on inside Guess it's been a while since I've been honest I need help but I deny it and even lie to myself like I'm fine All the times I have laid in your light When your love kept me safe through the night All the times I was sure you were mine And before time demands our goodbye Can you sing me a last lullaby? I just wish someone would tell me it'll be okay But pessimism leads me to believe that it won't To see even a glimmer of hope in the darkness is hard And depression is a slippery slope I don't wanna do what my dad did with a rope though So I carry on even though it's hard to The only thing that's definite is death And things always change as long as you give them a chance All the times I have laid in your light When your love kept me safe through the night All the times I was sure you were mine And before time demands our goodbye Can you sing me a last lullaby? Can you sing me a last lullaby? All the times I have laid in your light When your love kept me safe through the night All the times I was sure you were mine And before time demands our goodbye Can you sing me a last lullaby?