Yeah.
Spend some nights wishing for that closure,
wishing all the pain and suffering would just be over.
Tired of the tears and having fears.
Just want the happiness.
Just want that consistency and dignity.
Just want to move on from the past history.
Just want someone to stand my empathy.
Yeah.
I loved you at your lowest.
Hated all the fights we did.
You pushed me away when I wanted you.
Left me a red when I messaged you.
At times I know I frustrate you.
Yeah.
Sick of feeling like this.
Sick of living like this.
If I hurt you, my apologies.
I'm tired and trying to find my dignity.
Please understand
my empathy.
Life has been so stressful and depressing.
Just want someone to understand
my empathy.
Freaking love my past history.
Move on for the better destiny.
* the negativity
that want to come in my company.
I know I'm proud.
Yeah.
I know a lot of people are proud
of me and others are doubting me,
but I just want positive vibes.
Just tired of feeling hypnotized.
Just want that music where I find my dignity.
Yeah.
Find my personality.
Find that person who I am inside this philosophy.
Do you understand my analogy?
Sit here smoking Mary Jane.
Feel the T.H.C.
Hit the parts of my brain.
Open the reality of the pain and suffering.
Write down the slurks of the story who
lived through the pain and suffering.
Yeah.
The more I love, the more I lose.
The more I showed you,
the more I let you confuse.
The more I feel feeling hopeless.
I'm writing this down and * I'm coping.
Yeah.
Spent so many nights wishing for that closure.
Wishing all the pain and suffering would be over.
Tired of the tears and having fears.
Wanting to happen.
Just want the kids to see dignity.
Just want to move on from the past history.
Just want someone to understand my empathy.
Loved you at your lowest.
Hated all the fights we did.
Yeah.
You pushed me away when I wanted you.
Left me in red when I messaged you.
At times I know I frustrate you.
Sick of feeling like this.
Sick of living like this.
Yeah.
Just want positive vibes.
Tired of feeling hypnotized.