I don't got a lot of enemies, but I don't got a lot of friends
Don't got a lot of time to spend, I get so tired on the weekends
Overzealous in my jealousy, when I compare myself to her
I know that I'm just insecure, that goes away in time I'm sure
And I miss my mom, but she's got her own problems
I don't wanna bother my father with mine, I'll be fine
I try, try not to get my hopes too high, keep them up just a nice low
I got no regrets, just doing my best and learning my lesson
Won't be letting my comforts don't kill me
Dust myself off when I'm filthy, clean up my mess
I'm learning my lessons, making the best of it
I don't get a lot of sleep at night, I guess I'll do it when I'm dead
I lie awake till 5am, with my racing thoughts
I'm not gonna be able to sleep tonight, I guess I'll do it when I'm dead

And I miss my mom, but she's got her own problems
I wish that my sister would listen, it's fine
She'll be fine
I try, try not to get my hopes too high, keep them up just a nice low
I got no regrets, just doing my best and learning my lesson
Won't be letting my comforts don't kill me
Dust myself off when I'm filthy, clean up my mess
I'm learning my lessons, making the best of it
I can't take your judgement, cause I don't want the pain
So clean up my mess and then I'll know when I'm helping you

I say it to your face, but it's like you're miles away
The hurting in my heart isn't where I wanna be
So I'll just keep taking my chances and someday I'll land on my feet somewhere I know
All that I know is I don't know, but that's the way that it goes
I'll just keep going
Oh, I try, try not to get my hopes too high
Keep them up just enough so I got no regrets
Just doing my best and learning my lessons
Won't be the same
Letting my comfort zone kill me
Dust myself off when I'm filthy
Clean up my mess, I'm learning my lessons
Making the best of it