Three months dry, I'm seeing daylight I'm feeling myself for the very first timeAnd then you say what's really in my head Just have a good timeDon't get me wrong, I know it's not been long But I swore to my girlfriend that I'd kickit, I'm done I think I'll leave before I'm in the redAre you going?Got me thinking well maybe I'll stay It's not even lateI guess that I've changed ***, I'm lying again I'm halfway out the door, a trip and I fallLet's stay for one more, wake up and say ***Last night I lost the whites in my eyes For the vows of timeI guess I should've known That I still can't say no, yeahThe worst part are the hours that I know I'll never get backFor the vows of time I guess I should've knownThat I still can't say no, yeahHere we go again, deleting all my texts And trying to find a little serotonin leftAnd I think I lost my card in the card, ***I know I'm a mess but I promise I'll change Give me a second let me try to explainI got halfway out the door, a trip then I fall Let's stay for one more, wake up and say ***Last night I lost the whites in my eyes For the vows of timeI guess I should've known That I still can't say no, yeahThe worst part are the hours that I know I'll never get backFor the vows of time I guess I should've knownThat I still can't say no, yeahI should've known, guess I should've known That I still can't say no, yeahLast night I lost the whites in my eyes For the vows of timeI guess I should've known That I still can't say no, yeahThe worst part are the hours that I know I'll never get backFor the vows of time I guess I should've knownThat I still can't say no, yeahGuess I should've known That I still can't say no, yeahGuess I should've known That I still can't say no