I love the chaos at the start And all the colliding voices telling me stop
I crave the places I forget And sharing secrets while I'm out of my head
Why is it when I'm deep in a hole That I dug myself?
Why is it when I'm losing control Everything makes sense
And all of my feelings Running away from any logical reason
And I find myself back at the bar with my demons Sharing tequilas
Then I realize that I'm still in love And I realize I can't get enough
I'm turning my life upside down I'm turning my life inside out
I'm messing my life up
I dread the calm after the storm When the party's over and I'm craving for more
I hate the fact that I do this to myself Using up all the chemicals
Cause nothing else helps
Why is it when I'm deep in a hole That I dug myself?
Why is it when I'm losing control Everything makes sense
And all of my feelings Running away from any logical reason
And I find myself back at the bar with my demons Sharing tequilas
Then I realize that I'm still in love And I realize I can't get enough
I'm turning my life upside down I'm turning my life inside out
I'm messing my life up