I really wanna stay, but I know that I can't Maybe I'm afraid, scared to do this again In my heart I know it's worth it, know I'm taking a chance I'm taking a chance, taking a chance on you Fall asleep, faded, waking up to the truth My life a renovation, I'll be making the moves I'm moving on, moving on Moving on, I'm gone Now she's not you and you're not her Don't think about her no more, no more No more, no more I don't think about her no more What can I say? My friends all think I'm crazy They right though, I ain't normal Either love me or you hate me I don't care about your opinion Can't hear nothing, I've been straight in work mode Why a broken heart didn't hurt though? Why I found what I was in in search of? Why I crept up on me like knights in a back alley? Every single week I'm flying from New York to Cali, y'all I'm a sucker for love, won't let nobody in I got some problems with trust If I tell you secrets, will you keep them locked away? Cause I got demons, feel them creeping All these nightmares, reason why I don't like sleeping First it was Carly and then Kate and then L*** Learned from them all and now I don't give a f*** Now she's not you and you're not her Don't think about her no more, no more Do you love me? Do you love me? Do you love me? I don't care about your past It couldn't concern me less Yeah, I'm not her but I'm glad that I'll never be Take a step back, deep breath, take an ugly baby All of your demons, I wanna meet them Maybe they'll make friends with mine All of my feelings, they got to be more than this before we try, no Each day I'm better now Time heals all, I'm learning how To be by myself, I don't need nobody's help Got right back up when I fell Just close my eyes and inhale Inhale, inhale Yeah, light sets vacant but there's nobody home We were chilling in the basement at the crib on High Road Really did it for a minute, thought that we could grow old But I guess we couldn't finish what we started to build Yeah, knock down the walls, it's chalk so temporary I was warned by Corinne and I also couldn't blame Tammy Tried to dive in before I could swim and it got scary Now I'm off the deep end and I think, I'm thinking clearly In this pool of liquor in my system, no, it keep me numb My heart been beating, heart been beating like a drum I'm coming up, I'm coming up just like the sun I don't know why, I don't know if I Do you love me? Do you love me? Do you love me?