I really wanna stay but I know that I can't Maybe I'm afraid, scared to do this again In my heart I know it's worth it, know I'm takin' a chance I'm takin' a chance, takin' a chance on you Fall asleep, faded, wakin' up to the truth My life a renovation, I'll be makin' the moves I'm movin' on, movin' on Movin' on, I'm gone Now she's not you and you're not her Don't think bout her no more, no more No more, no more I don't think bout her no more What can I say, my friends all think I'm crazy They right though, I ain't normal Either love me or you hate me, I don't care bout your opinion Can't hear nothin', I've been straight in work mode Why a broken heart didn't hurt though? Why I found what I was in in search of? Why I crept up on me like knights in a back alley? Every single week I'm flyin' from New York to Cali, ah I'm a sucker for love, won't let nobody in I got some problems with trust If I tell you secrets, will you keep them locked away? Cause I got demons, feel them creepin' All these nightmares, reason why I don't like sleepin' First it was Carly and then Kate and then L*** Learned from them all and now I don't give a f*** Now she's not you and you're not her Don't think bout her no more, no more Really wanna stay but I know that I can't Maybe I'm afraid, scared to do this again In my heart I know it's worth it, know I'm takin' a chance Takin' a chance, takin' a chance on you Fall asleep, faded, wakin' up to the truth My life in restoration, I'll be makin' the moves I'm movin' on, movin' on, movin' on, I'm gone Do you love me? Do you love me? Do you love me? Do you love me? Do you love me? Each day I'm better now Time heals all, I'm learnin' how To be by myself, I don't need nobody's help Got right back up when I fell Just close my eyes and inhale Inhale Inhale Yeah, uh Said I'll be on a mini vacation Sparkin' up my spaceship, stop trippin' Tied my laces, hit finesse, then I upgraded Thinkin' all the time, I waste a hundred percent Now I'm chasin' Each day I'm better now Time heals all, I'm learnin' how To be by myself, I don't need nobody's help Got right back up when I fell Just close my eyes and inhale Light sets vacant, but there's nobody home We were chillin' in the basement at the crib on High Road Really did it for a minute, thought that we could grow old But I guess we couldn't finish what we started to build Knocked down the walls, it's chalk, so temporary I was warned by Corinne, and I also couldn't blame Tammy Tried to dive in before I could swim And it got scary, now I'm off the deep end And I think, I'm thinkin' clearly in this Pool of liquor in my system, no way keepin' up My heart been beatin', heart been beatin' like a drum I'm comin' up, I'm comin' up just like the sun I don't know why I'm burnin' for Each day I'm better now Time heals all, I'm learnin' how To be by myself, I don't need nobody's help Got right back up when I fell Just close my eyes and inhale Inhale