J.D. on the track, can't even lie, dude Lately I ain't really been myself I'm on Mars right now I'm on Mars right now Look, look at a picture of Rappy like that might really miss him Ran out my money but still ain't happy like what I'm missing I guess they blinded by the diamond, the fame and the millions Crossed by the ones that call my spot, outside the family kitchen Heart hurt so much I can't explain the feeling Yeah, who would ever knew they been in project building What happened to keep it a thousand, I keep it a billion Hot damn they take it to three houses, don't make me a real one I sip cough syrup to ease the problems and pain that I'm feeling All out the roof but I ain't fallin' like ball to forgive me Due to the fact bout my lil' partner, 30 cups get in a bag All on my own, I ain't have no father, only NFL bag Adopted as a child, Stephanie style, she'll be the one to take us in I wasn't even old enough for the leader house to go hang with my friends Next thing you know, before I leave the house, I gotta tuck my F in Started kickin' doors, I had to take the speeder out to help grind that meat in Clutchin' on the poles, it was me and Leaky and I'm tryna load up and spin Sendin' two years off the road by the judge for all them breakin' and endin' I was in a wholesale, super cold, just need my mat pad and pen You was on the basketball court when I was writin' flows in juvenile pen Started smokin' poths on the city, let me out in 2016 Don't like to sleep on dope, but real boss, that had a dope boy dream What's the chance that you make it out, you might be not 18 Need a retro polo shirt to show my feelings still be the same Look at a picture of Rocky like that might really miss him Ran out my money but still ain't happy like what I'm missin' I guess they find it by the diamond, the fame and the millions Crossed by the ones I call my spouse, got the family built Heart hurts too much, I can't explain the feeling Yeah, who would ever knew deep in the project building What happened to keep it a thousand, I keep it a billion I damn near take care of two, three houses, don't make me a real one And I say, I know, it'll be the people sittin' right close Tell me where you was, it was me and Lou up in the Boston road People change up for no reason, that's how life goes Different disagreements, same old cycle I heard Dre hard when he see Shirey on obituary Seem like the one said he love me, really hate that I married him I really came from the bottom, bottom of the muddiest Pull up a cup of that bubbly, go sit by Rocky's side Packed life, I live loud, oh, so marvelous Made it through the storm and I know they keep that *** so obvious My heart so torn, do anything to see my grandma back Tell me where you was, it was me and Lou up in that Boston place I swear last night I went to sleep, it's out the door for every boss Told the roadie in the trenches I been broke all day Gonna get that mention, that lil' homie took the CRIP I got broke and it's stolen, it's shattered all in one day Come pick my past, tell the day Look at a picture of Rocky like, damn, I really miss him Ran out my money, but still ain't happy like what I'm missin' I guess they blinded by the diamond, the fame, and the millions Crossed by the ones I call my spot outside the family Heart hurts too much, I can't explain the feeling Yeah, who would've ever knew deep in the project building What happened to keep it a thousand, I keep it a billion I done a ticket to three houses, gon' make me a real one *
