I keep the lights on when I sleep
Cause silence makes me think too deep
Your shadow's still inside this room
My glove got left too soon
I tell myself I'll be okay But your name still finds a way
To fall right out of my mouth Like I never learned without you
I practice letting go so well
But my heart never got the memo
Every smile's just a lie I sell
Cause I still want you more than I know
If I'm honest, I still love you
Even when I say I don't
I still break in all the places Where your promises were broke
If I'm honest, I still need you
Even though I've learned to cope
I let you go with shaking hands But my heart still hasn't let you go
I see your face in passing cars And faded songs and shooting stars
I try to laugh like I moved on
But every night feels way too long
I folded all the memories Put them where I
couldn't see
But love is louder than goodbye It
always finds its way to me
They say time heals what's torn apart
But I just learned to fear silence
I built a wall around my heart
But you're the only one who
climbs it
If I'm honest, I still love you
Even when I say I don't
I still break in all the places Where your promises were broke
If I'm honest, I still need you
Even though I've learned to cope