I've seen dark roads and sold my soul to things I shouldn't haveI've seen myself to the bits of hell and didn't think I would come backCould I still believe?I've spent my life wondering why I'm even here at allI've searched for meaning and fought for dreaming and all I did was fallCould I still believe?Could I still believe?Could I still believe?If I'm honest and I'm not usuallyThese hymns feel like old fake songs to meIf I'm honestMaybe I shouldn't beI just hope you're realI just hope you're looking out for meAt the end of it all when the buildings fallDo I even know?I didn't take that chanceDid I live a good life?Did I even try?Does it count if I did my best?Could I still believe?Could I still believe?If I'm honestAnd I'm not usuallyThese hymns feel like old fake songs to meThe sky pulls through like empty halls to meIf I'm honestMaybe I shouldn't beI just hope you're realI just hope you're looking out for meAt the end of it all when the buildings fallDo I even need to try?Maybe I shouldn't beOh, I want to believeYeah, I want to believeIf I'm honestAnd I'm not usuallyI'm doing worse than I'm supposed to beIf I'm honestAnd I'm not usuallyYou feel so far away from meIf I'm honestMaybe I shouldn't beYeah, I want to believeI still hope you're realI still hope you're looking out for me