I never wanted to cause thought in your mind I'm not acting the way I think you'd like We went for dinner and now you're acting paranoid If I knew you knew the way I felt inside I'm a- You're paranoid, yeah, it happens all the time And that's cause I am's a big problem of mine But I still do it, now I'm by myself again I tell so many that I can't see them end So I said If I could I would make amends Today I wrote a list And then the way it starts The way it ends I signed my name in like a pen It's not a game I want to change these days It doesn't feel the same the way it did some years before I've lost so much, I'll lose some more I'm not able to tell you what you need It's a shame cause they say I should be honest more One day I'm sure I'll figure out the reason I was telling lies Why?