I never wanted to cause that in your mind I'm not acting the way I think you'd like We went for dinner and now you're acting paranoid If I didn't eat either way, I'd fall inside Your paranoia, it happens all the time And that's cause lying's a big problem of mine But I still do it, now I'm by myself again I tell so many that I can't see the end So I said If I could I would make amends Today I wrote a list I found the way it starts The way it ends I signed my name in like a pen I must apologize Before I end the night It's not a game I want to change These days, it doesn't feel the same The way it did some years before I've lost so much, I'll lose some more I'm not able to tell you what you need It's a shame cause they say I should be honest more One day, I'm sure I'll figure out the reason I was telling this for I must apologize Before I end the night