I can see my weight coming back
The bags beneath my eyes
Have faded over time
From the way I used to be
Before I knew you
Before I loved you
And I changed everything The way that I spoke
The clothes that I wore
I slowed down on the road
I would sleep on the floor But never changed a thing
To you,
for me To grow up for you
I guess
it gets old
I'm afraid to tell you now
That I'm the mess you walked out on Maybe you were right all along
Pray to God you're doing well That
you finally stopped starving yourself
And you found your footing Right where you belong
You belong You belong
Now I hate
everything
All the songs that I wrote
Every word that I'd say
That's just what I get
Pushing all the blame
Back
on to you
For me, I know I won't outrun your pull on me
I'm afraid to tell you now That I'm the mess you walked out on