I've got
stories to tell,
but no means to tell them
I've got words to get out,
but they'll send me to hell
I bet you're drunk at the Franklin,
blowing off all that
grief that I gave you It's cold when you're here and it's cold
when you're not You hit me like a bullet,
but I took it
cause I'm strong and I'm the closest to a man that man I never was
I'm driving home from the worst night of life
Thanksgiving was like hell,
but I give thanks that I'm alive
I don't care that I don't mean it,
I don't care that I can't hide it like I used to
What's the use to?
I will survive, but I'll never recover
The ache comes and goes like scars with the weather I'm stuck
with pain in the plates of all the love I still have for you
And I'm mad at you
I
thought I could change it for better All I did was break it forever
You needed saving,
and I couldn't save you This time,
all I did was break it forever
I'm running,
and reasons to fight don't ask me why I stayed
Cause I couldn't tell you why I was hopeless
I was young,
I was angry, but I thought I was fine
Now this place is empty,
and if the walls could talk They would tell you how it is,
and tell you how it's not
Cause I would never take the blame on
all the things that I know are my fault
I will survive,
but I'll never recover The love and the balance will never be covered
You don't owe me nothing,
there's no debt to me, darling, I promise you
I'm not mad at you