Seven years of mornings,
waking up to you
Your coffee on the counter, my name on your lips
We built a quiet life in this little house for two
Plans on the fridge, future in every kiss
I thought we were solid,
roots running deep
You said forever like it was easy to keep
But one Tuesday night you sat me down slow
Looked me in the eyes and said you had to go
You said I love you but I don't know who I am
And I'm only someone's woman,
someone's other half I nodded like I understood
But God,
I don't know how to lose the only home I've ever had
So go find yourself,
darling,
chase what you need
Leave me here holding the life that we dreamed
I'll keep the lights on in case you come back
But the rooms feel too big and the beds cold like that
You're out there becoming whoever you'll be
While I'm learning to live with this hole you left in me
Go find yourself,
just tell me how I'm supposed to find you
Without you here
I still set two plates sometimes,
out of habit,
out of hope
Your coat's on the hook like you're just running
late I drive past the places we used to go and
wonder if you're happy Now out there in open space
Friends say I'll heal,
that time will fix this ache But time just keeps showing me your
empty side of the couch I'm proud you're brave enough to walk away
I just wish being brave didn't mean
leaving me out You said this isn't goodbye,
it's just see you later
But later feels farther every day I'm
stuck in the life we built together
While you're tearing the map up to find your own way
So go find yourself,
darling,
chase what you need
Leave me here holding the life that we dreamed
I'll keep the lights on in case you come back
But the rooms feel too big and the beds cold like that
You're out there becoming whoever you'll be
While I'm learning to live with this hole you left in me
Go find yourself,
just tell me how I'm supposed to find me
Without you here
I don't hate you for needing more than
this I hate that more didn't include us
I hope you find every missing piece I just
never thought I'd be one of the things
You had to leave behind to feel complete
Go find yourself,
my love,
I won't hold you down I'll smile through
the silence when you're not around
I'll keep all our memories safe on the shelf
And pray that you find everything you're looking for
You're not with me anymore You're out there becoming on your own
While I'm here becoming someone I've never known
Go find yourself I guess I'll try to find me too
Even if it kills me to do it
without you
Go find yourself
I'll still be here
Missing the girl who couldn't stay To find herself in me
Go find yourself with me