You see I know what you meant when you said it
And that's only cause you only ever said what you meant
Let it hit me in the chest, let it set in cement
Trent Meredith, let us never forget
It took away my breath when I got that text
And the tears that I wept left my face wet
I don't wanna have to say goodbye to my mate yet
All these deaths can't help but feel like it could be my date next
And damn, that scares me shitless
I couldn't help but think of my sisters at his funeral
When they put up them beautiful pictures
Of him with his when they were just kids
And see that's the kind of * that'll force you to reminisce
And that's the kind of * that'll lift you to get a grip
And that's the kind of * that'll dig in your ribs
When there's nothing left to say except I guess it is what it is
But damn
When they talk, they do not hear me
And if they hear me, they do not care
And if they care, then they do not show me
Now I'm lonely like nobody's there
You see I'm tired but I cannot sleep
I wanna sleep but I can't be still
I swear to God I'm a kill
The next person that tries to tell me that they know how I feel
I'm like, nah!
You don't know how rotten I felt
I guess I'm just like everybody else
I try to tell them about the problems I've been dealt
But they said I sound like everybody else
I try to tell them I don't want nobody's help
But they said I sound like everybody else
I said I sound like everybody else
I said I'm sick of feeling sorry for myself
But they said I sound like everybody else
And can anybody hear me?
Can anybody know what I go through?
Or what I feel like daily?
Can they really know?
I said can anybody hear me?
Can anybody know what I go through?
When my head goes crazy
Can they really know?
Can they really know?
See I've been through my fair share of ups and downs
I'm just the same as anybody else I guess
Have I felt depressed?
Yes, I'm a self-confessed mess
Still I should probably welcome death less
Cause lately it's been on my mind a lot
I wanna turn back time and rewind the clock
Usually I let it out with the lines I jot
But lately I've been battling with writer's block
And so I fall into my darkness
I fall into my fears
I run into the * that I've been running from for years
My life's nowhere near together with you
Whether as it appears
I try to keep it together for my relatives and peers
Here's the problem with that
I just bottle it until somebody bothers me
I'll probably snap
So much anger in my body that I've gotta react
I just want your honesty if you're gonna promise me that
And when I talk, they do not hear me
And if they hear me, they do not care
And if they care, then they do not show me
Now I'm lonely like nobody's there
You see I'm tired but I cannot sleep
I wanna sleep but I can't be still
I swear to God I'm a kill
The next person that tries to tell me
That they need me
I don't know how I feel
I'm like nah
You don't know how rotten I felt
I guess I'm just like everybody else
I try to tell them about the problems I've been dealt
But they said I sound like everybody else
I try to tell them I don't want nobody's help
But they said I sound like everybody else
I said I'm sick of feeling sorry for myself
But they said I sound like everybody else
Can anybody hear me?
Can anybody know what I go through?
Or what I feel like daily?
Can they really know?
I said can anybody hear me?
Can anybody hear me?
Can anybody hear me?
Can anybody know what I go through?
When my head goes crazy
Can they really know?
Can they really know?