If I wasn't nervous, if I wasn't weak If I didn't let love blind me, maybe I could see It wasn't ice, it was all a dream But if I wasn't nervous, that wouldn't be me Cause now I have it all, but it feels like nothing Cause I miss it all, don't know how to numb it Other side of all, but I still can't sleep at night I'm just sorry, I'm just blue I'm just sorry, I'm just blue I'm just sorry, I'm just blue I'm just sorry, I'm just blue If I wasn't lonely, if I didn't feel this way Wish you would've told me, told me You just wanted me to stay Was it enough, was it all a dream? Maybe I was lonely, or maybe that's just me Cause now I have it all, but it feels like nothing Cause I miss it all, don't know how to numb it Other side of all, but I still can't sleep at night I'm just sorry, I'm just blue I'm just sorry, I'm just blue I'm just sorry, I'm just blue I'm just sorry, I'm just blue I'm just blue I'm just blue