I was a bird with clipped wings, now I'm breaking freeToday's the day that I'm escaping from this aviaryI can't watch you as you aim to pleaseCause I've been trying to change you, but when I do it only changes meSo now I'm stuck and don't know how to winAnd so I drown in sinMy thoughts clouded from the doubt withinDon't know how to functionOr how to run fromSomething that I love, but I need to throw the towel inSee we had the right start, blundered by a bright sparkIt felt safe to give you real estate in my heartLittle did I know that you would *** it with a tight graspGrip and rip it out of me, like it's a triple bypassAnd now I think of all the times that you and I have foughtTortured by your eyes, lured by your talkYeah I saw them other guys, but thought that you and I had moreWent from having butterflies to suicidal thoughtsCause it hurts me, and it kills meI'm unworthy, and you're guilt freeI can't help but wonderHow can I be free?You switched up, and then you spun aroundI wanted something unconditional, and you're the one I foundWas more than physical*, you felt medicinalBut it never felt reciprocal, and that was difficultIt's so typical of me to get attachedTo something that's this toxic* this hip-hop *Never felt hate when I saw your faceBut I hate how you act latelyIt may seem crazy to walk awayRight now, but crazy is what you made meCause you don't love meAnd that just breaks meYou'll never love me like I love youYou don't love meAnd that wakes meUp to my senses that I've come toAnd I saidNever felt hate when I saw your faceBut I hate how you act latelyIt may seem crazy to walk awayRight now, but crazy is what you made meCause you don't love meAnd that just breaks meYou'll never love me like I love youYou don't love meAnd that takes me away from the person that I once knewIt's my beautiful uglySee I was punished by my sadnessAs a young kidBut I ain't hunting for the answers like I once didI felt the numbness when it landed in my front ribsTrying to stomach all the * madness that you come withBut now I'm done withAll the sleepless nightsAnd all the times that I would seek adviceSo I'd speak to ChristSeeking freedom from my vices that I'd useJust to soothe all the bruisesYou would leave me when you'd feed me liesBut you never were an easy prizeWell not for meBut you seemed pretty easy to them sleazy guysA whole scene of themYou'd leave them with your dreamy eyesI saw it comingSo don't ask me whyIt seems so easyTo be surprisedI had my doubtsAnd always had my question marksI thought that you'd respect my heartUntil you left it scarredI can't invest in loveThat never had the depth of oursYou asked for spaceSo I went up to collect the starsI would've done it allMaybe I was dumbMaybe I liked it under your thumbAnd wasn't dumb at allBut I was scaredThat I would try to run and fallAnd plummet to depressionFrom obsession with the one I callMy one and onlyThe only one that knows meThe only one that ever gave me loveWhen I was lonelyAnd it's a troubled roadWhen you're dealing with somethingThat you don't knowAnd it's this toxic* this hip hop * manNever felt hate when I saw your faceBut I hate how you act latelyIt may seem crazy to walk awayRight nowBut crazy is what you made meCause you don't love meAnd that just breaks meYou'll never love me like I love youYou don't love meAnd that wakes meUp to my senses that I've come toAnd I saidNever felt hate when I saw your faceBut I hate how you act latelyIt may seem crazy to walk awayRight nowBut crazy is what you made meCause you don't love meAnd that just breaks meYou'll never love me like I love youYou don't love meAnd that takes me awayFrom the person that I once knewIs my beautiful ugly