Look
at life like it's so amazing.
Half famous pushing past all the great hating.
On the road for fame chasing will be flown in my brain.
Don't need Mary Jane's but the rhymes on this paper.
Eyes of the missing violence the escaper.
Life changing move away from the pain.
Move toward a greater thing.
Spotted trying to put my name in vain.
Now I'm here to complain.
Here to catch the plane to the fame.
Break the chains of the pain.
Give the thoughts my membrane.
Gotta strength stay away from cocaine.
Only ever smoke Mary Jane.
Clearing my brain from the need of the pain.
Taking out the fake *.
Keep my eyes open.
Play for keeps.
Got the golden token.
Tired of being heartbroken.
Making my mom proud.
Feels good.
Smoking all the bad boys.
Working tours.
Go to Hollywood.
Rapping on stage like a polished mama would.
Those around the mouse got the doubts.
Stay on the ground when I go to the clouds.
Work hard.
That's when doubt.
I'm gonna go all out.
Hate the ones that act out.
Play the mind games.
Messing with my brain.
Or I can say messing with my brain.
Summer 2018. Now it's one hell of a scene.
She was only 17. Turned 18. My life went upside down like spikes.
* it wasn't pretty.
Cited the blame for * that didn't do.
When all they had to do was tell the story that was true.
Instead of making out with some crazy bad dude.
Five years of hell wasn't enough to satisfy the devil.
Hell get on my level.
Ain't nothing special.
Just a man full of lyrics for his instrumental.
Going from poverty to rich communities.
Just my goal.
Rapping on stage at the Super Bowl.
It's about the story that was never told.
* the bullshit that people spoke.
Ain't here for the folks.
But the ones had to doubt my prize and goals.
All the pain and all the lies.
* the bullshit and the skies.
Yeah.
Sick of the bad vibes.
Sick of the bad vibes.
My little bro lives up to me.
Even though times doubt.
Calls himself way.
Is definitely ready for the fame.
Little bro you can achieve anything.
Hell no looking at your feet.
Just know you always have Cody.
He's always here.
Don't let anything destroy you.
My little sis remember when things were just a bliss.
Live together as family.
Not being all mad at me.
I promise to you family.
Here trying to make this fall in the stream.
Remember playing barbie's glitter.
Here I could paint the picture.
Making mom proud.
Feels good.
Trying to smoke away all the pain.
Trying to make it the hollyhollyway to Hollywood.
Chest hurts.
Smoking all the backwoods.
Promise you it'll be worth it.
Faint like I knew I would.
Missing you.
Praying for you.
Falling in this fame like I choose to do.
Even though my father never had a clue.
And son he could have had.
Looking back at the past.
Hell it all went bad.
Went from a man to a woman.
Dumped a son in three hours like it was just another.
Left me and my mother before he could
even see the first stormy weather.
Can't believe this picture.
Asking you.
Begging you for shelter.
For comfort.
Pushing me to the curb.
Making up all the bullshit no one's ever heard.
Trying to find sugar coat the dirty errors.
Telling others bullshit lies.
Thinking you can disguise.
Thought you of you.
Was supposed to be an ally.
Turned to be an enemy.
Don't want you around me.
Nothing but the pain and suffering.
You put me through hell.
Can't you * tell?
This is goodbye.
I'll be very alive.
Or I'll spite you in the afterlife.