I try to pretend that I don't care That you won't answer when I call But I do, but at least I'm self-aware And I know that it's self-destructive and it's not Good for me, I'd be okay I'd let it go completely But you know that I'm not perfect, my baby I'm not a mess and I want you to save me Ain't no matter what I'm making, I'm going to be better When this isn't what it's all about Just a matter of time before my heart will make it open again Please give me attention Somehow shouting out into the empty space It's worse than saying that you're hating me to my face I'm not a teller, baby, don't let it bother you But it doesn't, I'm a terrible liar too So I mess with you and then I feel ashamed Cause I expose myself to ridicule and blame Don't be bothered when I tell myself again No, it isn't good for me, I'd be okay I'd let it go completely But you know that I'm not perfect, my baby I'm not a mess and I want you to save me Ain't no matter what I'm making, I'm going to be better When this isn't what it's all about Just a matter of time before my heart will make it open again Please give me attention You told me that I should call If I needed anything at all I'm here, waiting on the phone While you're pretending that you're not home When I see you, I act like it's fine Now I'm here, simply dying inside And I don't know what is getting old Being out in the cold I'm so out of my head, I better let the night come through But you know that I'm not perfect, my baby I'm not a mess and I want you to save me If the storm blows, I'm frozen What's the promise to be right this time? I'm so out of my head, I better let the night come through But you know that I'm not perfect, my baby I'm not a mess and I want you to save me Ain't no matter what I'm making, I'm going to be better When this isn't what it's all about Just a matter of time before my heart will make it open again Please give me attention