I love to hear rumors about meCause it always feels like watching a movieAnd I know that people think I go outside sometimesWhen I don'tSometimes I get worried about meCause I think probably nobody knows meBecause I struggle to tell my own storySo I don'tOpen up your bitter heart and let the sun shine inIf I do I fall apart, I can't be whole againIt does not have to be this wayI cannot live or fade awayI do not trust the stars or heartsBut maybe I'm a chaos guyTry to hold on to religion tooMy blood's wiped in tears and my visionBut I only found my commitments to the chaosI'm on reality slippingI'm putting pictures in my pocketAnd whispering to God sayingI could never truly believe inFor a taste of loveOpen up your bitter heart and let the sun shine inIf I do I fall apart, I can't be whole againIt does not have to be this wayI cannot live or fade awayI do not trust the stars or heartsBut maybe I'm a chaos guyI don't have a homeBecause the chaos got its purpose to roamMaybe I cannot have peaceBecause it's one of the things I'm supposed to beOpen up your bitter heart and let the sun shine inIf I do I fall apart, I can't be whole againIt does not have to be this wayIt does not have to be this wayI cannot live or fade awayI do not trust the stars or heartsBut maybe I'm a chaos guy