I'm knowing I gotta see more of this *
More blood on the hands, more wards and *
Them gunshot wounds, them swords and *
How much I gotta work for, it's all to win
How much I gotta pray to see my dawg again
First rank, I ask, I be all in
I ain't none of these niggas, you gotta call again
Boy, my granny had told me, hell hot
When we go to they block, I'ma send again
When it come to my life, that I made a tip
Nah, I ain't never high, but I'm still a gem
They be looking at me like nothing real is him
If I lose anybody, should've been with them
If I love a piece of me, still live with them
Be another day, I don't wanna live again
Just pain in the heart from the life I live
I done seen how the faith take a lot of the real
And I stopped smoking weed, take a lot of the pill
It done been a lot of lies, I ain't bother to heal
See, whenever you come, saying this my year
Only you, your self change the way you feel
Old life used to hustle, nigga
Raining up every time, I done struggled, nigga
If I like it, then I want it, I still got it
And my older brother seen here, tell you about it
Ask my mama today if you think I'm lying
Got kicked out of the house, been plenty of times
No, my mama ain't know why I had that on
Thought I was in the trap, cause I smell like pine
I was smoking on that just to ease my mind
Cause 2018 got the worst news
Could've felt like the ocean with my tears, no lie
Eyes been against me forever, nigga
When the bands in my head ain't a better feeling
Can't wait to see my bro test his first million
Ain't broke no more, but we still drilling
But our heart on this thing really need fixing
Got a drink in my hands when them niggas blitz
Red flag on the dresser, that's Blazin' Billy
Watch me pop out the cut like I wore a ghillie
I'm knowing he don't wanna bang out
I'ma sign Fox 30 if you think he gon' hang out
You wanna see what that pain bought
I'ma show you what I feel with this brand new K
I ain't never been surprised when the truth had came out
Hope my God still got me when I blow a nigga brain out
Move tips to my pistol like I'm hacking the system
Let a nigga come my way and I bet you see him lay down
I ain't never been surprised when the truth had came out