I'm knowing I gotta see more of this *More blood on the hands, more wards and *Them gunshot wounds, them swords and *How much I gotta work for, it's all to winHow much I gotta pray to see my dawg againFirst rank, I ask, I be all inI ain't none of these niggas, you gotta call againBoy, my granny had told me, hell hotWhen we go to they block, I'ma send againWhen it come to my life, that I made a tipNah, I ain't never high, but I'm still a gemThey be looking at me like nothing real is himIf I lose anybody, should've been with themIf I love a piece of me, still live with themBe another day, I don't wanna live againJust pain in the heart from the life I liveI done seen how the faith take a lot of the realAnd I stopped smoking weed, take a lot of the pillIt done been a lot of lies, I ain't bother to healSee, whenever you come, saying this my yearOnly you, your self change the way you feelOld life used to hustle, niggaRaining up every time, I done struggled, niggaIf I like it, then I want it, I still got itAnd my older brother seen here, tell you about itAsk my mama today if you think I'm lyingGot kicked out of the house, been plenty of timesNo, my mama ain't know why I had that onThought I was in the trap, cause I smell like pineI was smoking on that just to ease my mindCause 2018 got the worst newsCould've felt like the ocean with my tears, no lieEyes been against me forever, niggaWhen the bands in my head ain't a better feelingCan't wait to see my bro test his first millionAin't broke no more, but we still drillingBut our heart on this thing really need fixingGot a drink in my hands when them niggas blitzRed flag on the dresser, that's Blazin' BillyWatch me pop out the cut like I wore a ghillieI'm knowing he don't wanna bang outI'ma sign Fox 30 if you think he gon' hang outYou wanna see what that pain boughtI'ma show you what I feel with this brand new KI ain't never been surprised when the truth had came outHope my God still got me when I blow a nigga brain outMove tips to my pistol like I'm hacking the systemLet a nigga come my way and I bet you see him lay downI ain't never been surprised when the truth had came out