Young, dumb, we fell in love Too *** up, but it's what it was Drink fill my cup, smoke fill my lungs Cause we don't feel bad when we're feeling numb, man Can't lie, I ain't feeling *** Don't smile, don't cry, but it's what it is When we cut ties, I made a list Of every selfish, *** up thing you did I lost it, everything I found Silence never felt so loud You took the words right out my mouth And it's got me feeling nauseous Always in my way I gave you time and space to change You went and threw it in my face And I'm insane Big smile with a bubbly face I let you in, really left a stain We used your place as a great escape But a few fun nights wasn't worth the pain And your eyes, they glitter gold But all lies, it's what you told I took your hand, said I'd never fold Then you left me out in the bitter cold, I Oh, and by the way Every night when you're asleep, I'm wide awake That's why my mind is on repeat I'm trying to think, trying to think Who I said Oh, we turn in pages Doesn't matter every time we say the same That's why my mind is on repeat I'm trying to think, trying to think That's when I lost it, everything I found Silence never felt so loud You took the words right out my mouth And it's got me feeling nauseous Always in my way I gave you time and space to change You went and threw it in my face And I'm insane That's when I lost it, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh That's when I lost it, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh