Life's cold, but at least we get to wear a jacket
Want from you, either die or either make you happy
Not in a million years, I thought that I'd make it rapid
Hit my bitch, look like I got an adult beauty passion
J. Cole album got me through a lot
I was on the sideline, tryna get a spot
Couple niggas went left, guess they ain't see the plot
Paintin' pictures with these lyrics like I'm Basquiat
Used to tell my people I was tryna be a rapper
They wanted me to get a job and answer to a master
With all due respect, that's not the kinda life I'm after
I'm the author of my book and I'm still writin' chapters, yeah
Streets so dirty, so a nigga gotta stay clean
I go to Giro's, what the * is a saline?
Vince told me never let these niggas play me
I play dumb, but I'm a long way from home
I'm crazy
Hi, he from Tampa, but he come in like he Jay-Z
No cap, no microphone, the only thing that save me
Without rap, I probably end up goin' crazy
* I be doin' never cease to amaze him
Trap got slow, I got a job, I ain't lazy
I signed a deal, but sometimes it still feel like I ain't made it
Wings to be on my mind and I can't lie, that * crazy
I'm comin' in the game strong like I'm Big Baby
Oh, I been on my grind on weed
Hip-hop told them what I'm doin', man, them niggas wouldn't believe me
I been droppin' tracks and feelin' pain, you know I'm bleak
I got PTSD, I seen my pop, now I'm not free
Sippin' on this codeine, yeah, I been findin'
You don't gotta ask me if I got it, cause I keep
Seen my dawg die and left my heart broke in peace
The * that I be doin', man, them niggas wouldn't believe
And if you leave the house broke, then you came out wrong
A couple hunnids in they face and they'll be comin' out thongs
In the game like a shirt with a hole, got it sold
My uncle snorted so much cane, now he can't feel his nose
And the cane is on his brain, so I got his feelings gone
I was 10 in the spring, 10 let me hold a chrome
He was goin' off the X, so he ain't put the safety on
Plus I was always touchin' *, they made my momma take me home
Yeah, for all that play on, we draw down on you just like a crayon
Cause I can never go out like I'm Cravon
Black on black, who call it soda black in Akon?
Front door service like a nigga sellin' Avon
All up in troop, standin' on the stage
Hoes lookin' from the line, tryin' to get saved
Cuban link tased, we just modern day slaves
I can be dead broke and tell you everything okay
Feelin' like whoop, make all the haters go away
Dudu got L, so we don't ride with always
And since they killed Thuan, the pain won't go away
That's why I been poppin' perks and pourin' up before they, uh
Play the streets like my enemies, I keep em close
I talk Dwayne the other night, feel like I'm seein' ghosts
When I'm like this, I feel like I need to be left alone
Don't wanna talk, so I don't answer when they hit my phone
Oh, I been on my grind all week
If I told em what I'm doin', man, them niggas wouldn't believe
I been droppin' tracks and feelin' pain, you know I'm bleak
I got PTSD, I seen my partner not breathe
I'm sippin' on this codeine, yeah, I been fightin' demons
You don't gotta ask me if I got it, cause I keep
Seen my dawg die and left my heart broke in peace
The * that I be doin', man, them niggas wouldn't believe
I'm sippin' on this codeine, yeah, I been dropin' perks and pourin' up before they, uh
Play the streets like my enemies, I keep em close
I talk Dwayne the other night, feel like I'm seein' ghosts
When I'm like this, I keep em close