that I have ruined, going by as fifty passing years I'm listening to the talk of all my friends who are different, I'm so destroyed that I'm barely the shadow, I'm a stranger that sometimes I don't even answer, that I'm not the same anymore and everyone always thinks about more than the bill they don't feel love, they talk, and they feed on it while the blood here in my heart is rising up to the temperature while my madness goes with your fatness while I miss you, I feel you, I love you I try but I never get out of the abyss and everything is left in nothing my screams echo deep in the nothingness while my body resists falling I don't forget you, woman maybe I ask too much love maybe because of excess and too much sin maybe because of habit, maybe because of fears I don't know why, I don't know if there's a reason maybe because of dementia, mercy, clemency maybe because I love you, because I need you maybe because far from you is too much maybe because all my needs I have them from you while I love you I try but I never get out of the abyss and everything is left in nothing my screams echo deep in the nothingness while my body resists falling I don't forget you, woman I try but I never get out of the abyss and everything is left in nothing my screams echo deep in the nothingness while my body resists falling I don't forget you, woman and I'm here dying and you as if nothing but reason controls me again and inside of me is the pain that speaks that talks alone with my loneliness you come, you appear and I see you and it's that here time doesn't pass ah, ah and I'm dying I try but I never get out of the abyss and everything is left in nothing my screams echo deep in the nothingness while my body resists falling I don't forget you, woman I try but I never get out of the abyss and everything is left in nothing my screams echo deep in the nothingness while my body resists falling I don't forget you, I don't forget you and everything is left in nothing my screams echo deep in the nothingness and everything is left in nothing I don't forget you, I don't forget you