Had to get it all by myself,
I ain't have a choice
When you got nobody around, it's hard to enjoy
In public, wear my chain, I make sure I show it
Always feel like something's missing,
I'm just tryna fill my voids
My heart been filled with pain,
I just cover it up in Dior
Sitting courtside at the game,
thinking bout my problems on the floor
I don't really enjoy this * I got,
I'm always chasing more
Tryna keep up with other people,
it's starting to turn into a chore
To myself,
I'm doing damage,
nobody gon' understand it
Tell the plug I need my fix
I can't really try to smile,
I just pray that my brothers don't switch
All the people I help are long list,
making hits I just know I won't miss
Take my words and they twist them on the block,
at least I know that they staying on my job
When I think about time,
I start to plod,
I can't let no one come and take my spot
What you making a day,
I'm making minutes,
we game on my ball while I'm in it
Speeding,
driving on the road to riches,
I just hope I don't make the wrong decisions
If my ex try calling my phone,
I'm still gon' ignore it
I'm sorry I'm not the same guy from before Growing up in my hood,
I ain't get time to mature
Now I got too many options to explore Gotta watch that tell time,
but it never tick
I was wrong that one time when I made something lit
Ever since then,
I really don't know when I'ma quit
Ever since then,
it's hard to trust everyone I'm with
Chasing that feeling when I feel like nothing can stop me
I just won't feel it,
I've been using for they body I was just in a
jam when XO came and got me I ain't no industry,
plant my money,
grow on trees,
do you copy?
To myself,
I'm doing damage,
nobody gon' understand it Tell the plug,
I need my fix
I can't really trust my,
I just hope that my brothers don't switch
All the people I help are long list,
making hits I just know I won't miss
Take my words and they twist them on the blocks,
at least I know that they staying on my job When I think about time,
I start to plod,
I can't let no one come and take my spot
What you making a day,
I'm making minutes,
the game on my ball while I'm in it
Speeding,
driving on the road to riches,
I just hope I don't make the wrong decisions