You wanna see me disappear, well it starts here
I'm trying my best not to say what you don't wanna hear
But it's alright, you can cover your ears
I face my fear just once a year
The feeling I get when I want to return everything
That's in my life, I'll be busting at the seams
It's a gamble either way
You play your cards
It's another tidal wave
I'll be waiting with my eyes closed
No, I don't want to be the one who lives a lie
I never knew it was just a world away from where
I could feel like I've never felt before
So lock the door
You wanna see me disappear, well it starts here
I'm trying my best just to say what you don't wanna hear
But it's alright, you can cover your ears
It's a gamble either way
You play your cards
It's another tidal wave
You play your cards

I'll be waiting with my eyes closed
No, I don't want to be the one who lives a lie
I never knew it was just a world away from where
I could feel like I've never felt before
So lock the door
You're the one who told me to back away from the world




All my things that leave in the morning
It's just a run away from here
And I will never bother you no more
And that's for sure
No, I don't want to be the one who lives a lie but never knew it
Just a world away from where I could feel like I've never felt before
So lock the door
You're the one who told me to pack up all my things and leave in the morning
It's just a run away from here
And I will never bother you no more
And I will never bother you no more
And that's for sure