I've been thinkin' bout you lately My brain is so far away, dreamin' My head is a long way from thinkin' Watchin' out the building, taste how bad you drink it And I hate you, I don't mean it On my mind she'll be money but it's her though New man, she won't see it fuckin' hurts though New girl, still thinkin' bout the last one Now I'm backed up, guess I better stop now Wishing I was safe but I just wish I was alone right now I cannot contain the words they form and fall right out my mouth Skate away the pain to wish it back on me another day I can feel the darkness taking over me I'm numb, feel nothing, my loss I'm running around, please touch me, you're safe I'm nothing, I'm numb, feel nothing, my loss I'm running around, please touch me, you're safe I'm nothing Why are these the only times I'll ever feel alive? When you are drinking, screaming that you wish you'd fuckin' died It hurts enough to think that you could make me feel alright But now it's all the right for us to say our first goodbye I've been thinkin' bout you lately My brain is so far away, dreamin' My head is a long way from thinkin' Watchin' out the building, taste how bad you drink it And I hate you, I don't mean it On my mind, should be money but it's her love New man, she won't see it fuckin' hurts though New girls, I'm thinkin' bout the last one Now I'm backed up, guess I passed out I want all the smoke, not no heat I was talkin' bout the dope I don't wanna breathe, I surround me till I choke I don't wanna breathe, oughta *** a dead note I've been hiding from my own self And I'm a little selfish, everybody knows Helpin' out myself to every problem I could throw But the things that ground me is no smoke on my own, my own Don't want love, don't want friends I just want clothes and money Convince myself I don't need it So I won't want it I've been so, she's been all Why make things complicated? She's so right, I'm so wrong Assume that we could make it I've been thinkin' bout you lately My brain is so far away, dreamin' My head is a long way from thinkin' Watchin' out for bitter taste, I better drink it Yeah, I hate you, I don't mean it On my mind, should be money, but it's her love New man, she won't see it fuckin' hurts though New girls, I'm thinkin' bout the last one Now I'm backed up, guess I passed out