Lyalistic, hold my breath I'm catatonic, in my bedLiving off a bar of money, think I deserve itWonder why nobody wants me, as if I earned itI don't wanna waste your timeI don't wanna make excuses anymoreBut I can't keep from cryingI'm sorry I can't come homeI really hate myself right nowGonna turn the world around, but not tonightI'm sorry I let you downYou should tape over my mouthI'm gonna blink you out without even tryingSelf-reflective to a fallI'm always anxious when you callI'm not who I wanna be yetI don't want you to see me if I'm less than perfectI don't wanna waste your timeI don't wanna make excuses anymoreBut I can't keep from cryingI'm sorry I can't come outI really hate myself right nowGonna turn it all around, but not tonightI'm sorry I let you downYou should tape over my mouthI'm gonna blink you out without even tryingShaving off all the scissorsI'm cutting all the linesI see I'm living in a worldThat crosses three timesAnd I'm just forgettingThat you wish I wouldBut I can't seem to leaveNo, I can't