You were once my one companion, you were all that mattered. You were once a friend and father, then my world was shattered. Wishing you were somehow here again, wishing you were somehow here. Sometimes it seemed, if I just dreamed, somehow you would be here. Wishing I could hear your voice again, knowing that I'll never go. Dreaming of you won't help me to do all that you dreamed I could. Passing bells and scarps and angels, cold and monumental, seemed for you the wrong companion. You were warm and gentle. Too many years fighting back tears, why can't the bush just die? Wishing you were somehow here again, knowing we must say goodbye. Try to forgive, teach me to live, give me the strength to die. No more memories, no more silent tears, no more facing the past, the wasted years. Help me say goodbye. Help me say goodbye. Thank you.