To love, to get by, to feel my life Pass on in front of my eyes Watching people the same ways More successful in the ways If only I could buy But I sit down all alone And there's beauty in alone I'm still getting to know myself But mirror image plays fun Ricochets like a gun Makes me jealous of someone else Cause I've never been the life of a party Never was the one to play so intense But I always was the one to say sorry Yeah, you had me under some kind of spell I gave you my all, I told my story I sold what I had to sell Instead of thinking about what haunts me Maybe I should start wishing well Ooh, ooh, ooh Ah, ah, ah Ah, ah, ah So I start to fall asleep Hide away reality Like it's the opportunity to save it But I finally smile Damn, it took a while But I'm happy for me Is it too late to say Things are going my way Am I off in a distant place Just tissues at this scene Scared to face this scene Can't you tell that I wanna get away Cause I've never been the life of a party Never was the one to play so intense But I always was the one to say sorry Yeah, you had me under some kind of spell I gave you my all I told my story I showed what I had to sell Instead of thinking about what haunts me Maybe I should start wishing well Paddies upon pennies I'm dropping in the water To put my mind at ease To be a little stronger But I start to drown myself Can't step forth Start to be stronger When the rain Starts to pour I should start wishing well