I met you on a Saturday knew it was something Soon as you spoke it i *** across the table Don't think anybody noticed you asked me if i was coming the city you from Maybe we should kick it i was interested that would be dumb If i deny long legs, good ears, great taste, smell good Sense of human, obvious a good face, and we clicked We was at each other's hips i ain't even wanna *** Cause your presence was enough you and i make sense You stayed back at my telly we was chatting till morning The vibrations was heavy i wasn't drowning or yawning That's when i told you my feelings you told me you felt the same But you got homie you dealing with Damn i didn't know that's a bit unexpected But i get it it's whatever least i could do is respect it We still gon kick it and check it like nothing could ever stop it The problem is he my friend but if i'm honest i'm really hoping you drop him It's morals i really have it's lines i could never cross But you got something that make all them good intentions get lost I try to keep it together never felt this way We spent bout two weeks together only skip one day And they say bros over hoes i'm like nah hey I would rather hold your hand than have a cool handshake But whatever we still could be friends it could still be chance I'ma play it cool we got something we cannot pretend uh it's like starting a race and then when you take off they like no no it's not an end it was too late *** Face timing it ain't about nothing you laughing packing your luggage it's nothing incriminating but please delete all discussions you hit me with the look and reply like duh bitch don't want your man to think that we creeping behind his back cross the line cross the line cross the not we never did that though i haven't seen him in months *** is rare he never hit back anyway convincing to bring you to me so we could kick it right in front of his lenses nothing here is malicious you said by me in that movie we went outside for them doobies we walking off when we talk man that nigga not ***ing stupid he see it he know it's something we fronting like ha ha ha whenever we ha ha ha we suddenly press his buttons not on purpose but man i found my purpose if i *** our friendship up for you i think it's worth it but nah i can't do that the nigga don't deserve it and plus y'all got depth i'm just a nigga on the surface for real surface i said surface like because they got roots like i'm the new nigga you know they be ***ing yeah yeah didn't see you a couple weeks think he want you away from me know y'all argue about if you mad you met him before you met me i feel guilty but not as much as i should i tried to have that self-control but not as much as i could i've been down for days you in my city and i can't see your face i can't eat knowing you with him and not at my place i've never been jealous of another man especially when i have everything i want at hand except you you you know i got every damn car multiple cribs but it's like no i want that he left for some days i cleared out my sketch i cleared out my head you dropped off at mine i say that we fled no you pick a place we could tulum or we could capri or die right here as long as you with me i'll be at peace you were supposed to go back home let's see your bestie i told you i can't hit that zone too busy next week you was like i'll stay a week she'll get over that seven days with me yo nigga like where the *** you at dirty in my baking pots tennis at my mama's spot chauffeured in the rolls the back entrance for them restaurants playing chess games giving wigs pet names manicures night swims to rob providing methane shopping to a drop and what you cop and see the price is not an option it's investments because your smile is the profit to me i know around him you gotta act like you not into me i know your answer but you gotta keep it honest with me said you can't fully be into me because you with him then why the *** when we link it's like he doesn't exist they all know that we friends but we both aware that it's more everything i got if you say the word then it's yours the only thing i'm missing in life i know you could be it and everyone around me that care about me could see it i could *** a trillion bitches every country i done been in men or women it don't matter if i seen them then i had them but with you it's a feeling because we're twinning and we matching you stayed in the car when i went on date with that actress whole time i'm eating i couldn't wait to get back and i'm back at a call with you and talk about who we are you told me when you with me it's like heroin tell me that your confidence went up since we befriended and told me that you didn't want to hurt him why we doing this tell me this awkward situation and you just want to be through with it told me every time you not with him it started problems and told me every time you not with me you always ponder what type of sweater i'm wearing what music have i been finding girl you know that i'm a player whenever that's what we bonded over you said you told him the truth and you never lied now he looking at you with the eyes we never crossed the line but he got every right to be a little *** he picked you up y'all got an argument he got his *** off my energy like get lost your energy just want peace i couldn't even tell you his energy because he don't speak he ain't even call you his bitch until he see me make you smile that nigga threatening *** i'm in the wrong no i picked you up your energy off your lips really dry something is off you ask if i got her i ask if you got her we tripping on words nobody is lying akuna matata we sat in the car and cried for an hour my shirt looked like a shower head got it he called it off i'll skip the details but that night i seen hell you was in the room i was paying for i took three l's no i didn't sleep well woke up and my knees fell they buckled to the ground i cannot walk *** i need vil next day i'm driving around the city with no destination back up water in my eyes kept falling like niagara feel right beside me make i sure i didn't crash or do something heinous because i'm emotionally jabbed up you checked every box i thought it was it felt like i got led on and pushed off a cliff no i'm in the wrong that was a friend no *** that the energy we had never again we'll find it you in the wrong gotta remind you about the time that you step gotta rewind it on *** we talking about our kinks real cautious with the links you don't do that type of *** when you in relationship and you were hunting with your mate so don't go acting like no saint because it's a two-way street and *** you knew what i was on and while that nigga out and gone *** you was lounging in my home should i even let you meet my mama and y'all got along but *** i take my l though it's not fun you still got your nigga and still had your feeling *** i can't even look at you and think about bad words that's why i called and said we couldn't end this on bad terms we straight like a bad perm we'll always be good friends and laugh about it on the sandy beach while our back burns this is my perspective this is how i feel i ain't fabricating nothing i kept it real i told you i love you and always will and if he ever put his hands on you promise i get him killed true true true true yeah oh god i love that girl oh i'm a i'm a bad person like i'm in the wrong i'm a bad person i had no ill intentions oh *** everybody got hurt i got hurt it's a *** situation all the morals and power you have just vanished when a certain energy is near it and those feelings got so much gravity inside of your control it made me realize that those don't know what they're doing either we're all just children i ain't mean to *** nobody's *** on there i thought i was bulletproof she pulled me right off man i felt 200% with her it's beautiful i was able to feel it was it was bad timing and i'm at private with this side of my life because people are weirdos and i just try to keep anyone i care about in the shadows safe from the commentary and the spotlight and the thoughts because it's just a story for the people outside of it but i guess it's just another chapter in the book